Of course we tested and the build up was as horrendous, if not more so than the two previous times
We did eventually test……… You’re meant to use the first mornings urine but I felt the cycle needed to be broken, so we both agreed that we would test when I got home from my late shift at 10pm on Tuesday April 28th. Normally I go into the bathroom first thing, pee into a cup, test with a couple of brands, then go and wake Matt up but this time he wanted me away from the test sticks and he would do the testing. Aaaaaaargh, so ridiculously tense, this is the bit I hate, I can deal with the fallout of a negative test but the actual testing itself is vomit inducing. I left work and cried all the way home with the events ahead playing over and over in my mind. I walked through the door and could see how nervous poor Matt was too. Only one thing for it….. A large glass of red wine! Well I didn’t need the loo when I got home so I need some liquid in me fast and to be honest this time the rule book had gone out the window.Read More »Of course we tested and the build up was as horrendous, if not more so than the two previous times
